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[Jul. 26th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
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ok a lots been going on!!! first i'm pissed at one of my "realy good friends" then i get this horrible dream and realize that i got a little carried away with being angry at her!!! but waever!!!! um... my cousin sux!! i cant tell her shit without her runnin her mouth and changing the whole story into some soap opra!! geez that gurl drives me crazy!!! um.. shawns beeing an ass!! i'm sooo fuckin through with feeling like shit because of some guy!!! i'm a freakin!!SENIOR!!! woohooo i'm going to have fun this year!! NO DRAMA!!! nothing whatsoever i'm just going to have a good time!!! um.... yhea well my mom and i are doing really good!! i love her soooo much!! i mean we have our times but i know she dose everything she dose because she loves me!! i love my mommy!! lol!!! um.... lets see my brothers the one thats driving me crazy!!! he's turning into such a brat!!! i don't know where he gets half the stuff he says!! he such a smart mouth!! but whatever he'll probually grow out of it!! OMG!!!! i'm going to be a senior!! i'm sooo exited!!! ok well i'm not swimming any more!!!!! i'm done!! so that sould be something new this year!! i want to be able to go to all the games and enjoy my self ya know?! i'm sooo exited!! i have all the classes that i want to take!! but i have to do really good cuz i get to do just about anything i want this year!! ok well i gota go!! miss you girls!! call me sometime i get my phone back this weekend!! i love you guys!!! |
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| CRAZY!! |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|11:34 am] |
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life has been crazy!!! and i don't have time to write anything down mabey next week i'll write everything down!! luv ya gurls!! |
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| howz it goin!! |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|08:08 pm] |
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hey ya'll hows life!! i love the fact that you guys are keeping in touch with me!! yup my phones ringin all the time!! lol!! jk! um... i've been hanging out with a lot of my friends latly its been fun!! um... i was suppost to hang out with someone this one day!! and i was soooo exited but that didn't work out!! and this person didn't even call me or text of write me NOTHING!!! and i'm still fuckin pissed!!!! but whatever nothing new has been going on just the same old stuff i miss you guys!! and i'm really glad the i got to see you!! um... lets see so i was at practice and this one guy that i've always had a crush on todd well his gf is on the team and she dosn't really talk to anyone and i feel bad!!! and i kinda didn't want to talk to her cuz its his gf and i feel weird but i started to talk to her and shes a really nice gurl but shes going out with my crush and it sux!! but hey i still got shawn!! lol!! i really don't even think anything is going to happen!! but its all good!! ok well i hope i get to talk to you guys some time soon!!! alright take care!! |
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| how yal doin!! |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|04:27 pm] |
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hey guys wut up!! so yhea i finally got my phone back but i had to change my number and yhea that sux!!! um... i have to lose alot of wieght in just 2 weeks so thats going to suck!! but um.. yhea i miss you girls!! hope lifes treating you good!! its been ok with me!! OMG i swear i saw danny (the one from the hunted house) at waukegan high school today!! i was going down stairs for wieghts (you know for swimming practice) and i saw him walkingto one of his summer school classes!! dude thats crazy!!! oh yhea i have to swim 5 days a week AND do weights!! and it killing me!! i'm sooo freakin tired!!! its KRAZY!!! ok well i got to talk to this one guy and i think we're going to hang out when he gets back!GEEZ!! its about time!!! but yhea whatever!! ok i gota go now!!! luv ya lotz!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS!!!!! YOUR FINALLY LEGAL!! hahahaha!!! yhea sorry its a little late!!but we should hang out sometime!! call me!! I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!1 |
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| hello everyone!!! |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|08:02 pm] |
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ok i don't have much time i have like 4 min!! um.... so yhea i havent been in contact with the world for like a week and a half my mother has taken my phone away i have no idea when i'm going to get it back so i'm sorry if i don't pick up my phone i dont mean to ignore you!!! um.... so yhea i finally talked to shawn im all exited about that!! but that was the last time i got to use the phone!! so i'm bumed about that!!! my mom and i where fighting for a while and i guess that we are working things out!! so i guess thats good!! um... yhea i got home a minute late!! A FREAKIN MINUTE!!!! you know what it wasnt even a minute it was like 20 sec. so i cant go out with any of my friends anymore!! how much BS is that!!! its driving my crazy!!!! so yhea life kinda sux right now!! but what my mom dosnt know is that i was really on my friends boat that night and i was having sooo much fun tubing and trying to water ski!! when she thought the whole time i was with my friend i was at her house!!! if she finds out i'm not going to be able to go out with friends for the rest of my life!!!! ok well i gota go !! i miss you guys and i'm sorry that i havent been i touch!!!
III LLLLLUUUUUUUUUVVVVVVVVVV YYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUU!!!! |
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| IM SO BORED!!!!! |
[May. 31st, 2005|07:52 pm] |
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MI SOOOO BORED!!!! i'm at the library and theres nothin to do!!!! it suX!!! i'm kinda going over my minutes and my mom is going crazy on me and my dad is driving me up the wall!!! so yhea today was my second day of work and it was cool i'm really tired though cuz um... i dont know the sun!!!! OMG nobodys home!!! its driving me crazy!!! ok i finally got the nerve to call this one guy and he hasnt called me back!!this is just not working for me!!! i feel so lonley!!! oh well i guess i'll get through it!!! ok i gota go for now!! |
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| hello everyone!! |
[May. 27th, 2005|12:30 pm] |
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guess what i finally got to look at my grades and i don't have to take any more classes!!! cuz i PAST!!! i'm sooo exited!!! um.. yhea people people call me i'm soo bored i've been cleaning all day!!!! its crazy!! um.. so schools finally over and i don't have to worry about my grades any more!!! my gosh it feels good!! oh yhea my dad is going to get a new car and i'm probualy going to get stuck with the geo! but i don't want it!!! i wn a different car!!! i mean i have other plans!!! its soo not fair!! plus i have to pay for taxes and i don't want to so that either!! geez!!! i'm sooo bored i wont be able to see anyone!! :( !! PLEASE call me!! ok i have to go!! ttyl! |
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| IM SOOO TIRED BUT EXITED!!! |
[May. 26th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
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ok so i'm waiting for the finals to be posted up and this stupid computer is being a BITCH!! i'm at wnpl and these computers are sooooo gay!!! ok so i'm kinda upset cuz not every one that i've wanted to sign my year book has signed it and i don't have anymore finals so i wont be able to see anyone sooo i'm thinking about going to school tomarrow and have people sign and then just chill in the library!!um.... i'm really scared about my finals i'm glad i got them over with but i pray to god that i passed all of my classes!! i don't care if i get a D- in all of them i just want to pass OMG!!!!!!!! ROB IS IN THE YEARBOOK!!!!!! i was so happy when i saw him it just made my day!! *sigh* i just came from walking with my mom and i'm sooo sore and its making me sleepy!! oh yhea i was talking to my mom about how the summers going to work out and she said what do you mean how is it going to work out and i was like well do the rules bend alittle and she just laughed!! but i can't have any friends at work but i CAN have phone calls so people please don't hesitaite to call!!!! i'm going to be bored out of my mind!!! um... i got the new system of the down cd SHAWN burned it for me OMG he's sooo HOT!!! i'm so releved about school being over!! no summer school hopefully i really want to know my final grade so i can either cry or jump for joy!!!! GEEZ!! i really smell i need a shower!! WOW that was random!! i need to develope all my pictures and thats going to be around $150 because i'm getting dubles!!! OH YHEA!!!! i was this camra on kodac.com and i feel in love with it!! its going to be about $600 though so i think i'm going to wait for that its soooo cool though!! ok i have like 5 min left on this computer so i'll write some more later!!! LOVE YA GUYS!! i wish i could watch you watch but you need to be invited!! NOW how stupid is THAT!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
CLASS OF 05
I'M GONA MISS YOU!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!!!!! |
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| FINALS!! |
[May. 25th, 2005|10:29 am] |
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OMG FINALS ARE SOOOO STUPID!!!!!!! i took two finals today and they both sux i almost fell asleep in both of them!!! i don't think i did toooooooooo bad just bad!! um.... i went to the year book thingy and saw a couple people i was exited!! i have a history final tomarrow and i'm scared about that cuz i know absolutly nothing!!! it sux i just have to get a 23% in the final so i can pass the class with a D- i really don't care!! the other night my mom gave me this huge lecture about how i could do better!!! and it wasnt like she was mad it was like she was disapponted!! i told her that i wasn't like her and she told me that she didn't want me to be like her she wanted me to be better!! but the thing is my thoughts and ideas arn't like hers!! you know!! we are two completly different people and she dosn't understand that!!! and i sux becaues i just felt really guilty you know?! geez parents there to confusing!! its like if i knew her in high school i wouldn't even look her way! and i'm pretty sure thats how she feels!! cuz we are so different!! *sigh* i mean i love her theres no doubt about that at all and she knows i do i just cant meet up to her expectations because her expectations of me arent what i want for me .... but yhea whatever!!! i got some really good pictures today i was really exited about those!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! MY MOM IS MAKING UP SOME OF THE RULES FOR THE POOL THIS YEAR!!!! KNOW EVERYONE KNOWS THATS NOT GOOD!! I'M NOT ALOWED TO HAVE ANY FRIENDS OVER!!! WHEN I'M WORKING!!! THAT IS SO MUCH BULL!!! OK I GOTA GO CUZ THE TEACHERS LOOKING ALL HARD!! LOVE YA GUYS I MISS YOU!!!!!!!1
CALL ME WHENEVER YOU GUYS NEED ME!! IM ONLY A PHONE CALL AWAY!!!! CUZ I HAVE A CELL!!!!
~STACE~ |
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| whoa!! |
[May. 23rd, 2005|05:09 pm] |
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i just had this huge projects due and i had to so a speech about it!! whoa that was crazy!!! um... life is ok my mom keeps on biting my head off tho!!! geez it just gets so anyoing!!!!!!!! um.... life is sooo lonly without the seniors!!! its just sooooo wierd!!! ok i gota go cuz i'm soooo hungry i havent eaten since 6 this morning |
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| omg!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 19th, 2005|02:34 pm] |
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ok i was having a good day today!!! cuz i don't know i was in a good mood!! i'm soo proud of all my friends for making it this far and i know that they will continue making me proud along with themselves i just want them to know that i love them!! i have a week left! and i really have to study for my exams cuz if i don't i'm soooo screwed!!! i think i might take this thing down cuz nobody ever comments and i don't know if i'm going to be able to write!! i mean i barly write in it now!!!!!!!! but yhea i don't know what the fuck happened at lunch today!!!!!!!!! i feel soooo fuckin confuced and i don't know why people are acting wired and i cant make any sense out of it!!!!!!!! i feel like i've been takin advantage of and i feel soooooooooo torn apart!!! because kadee i thought we were kool i don't know what the fuck happened in the 20 minutes we didnt' see each other!!! and i don't think its fair that you acted the way you did!!! because i have no idea whats up.............. you wouldnt' even look at me but your facial expressions were enough i would call you and ask you whats up but i don't know if you'll answer!! i don't know its worth a shot!!! i've always tried to be there when you needed someone to talk to!!!1 i feel like i've been takin advantage and i don't know why because i trust you!!! you've never givin me a reason not to!! i hope that i'm just over exaggerating and none of my feeling are true and maybe you just had a bad 20 minutes but either way!! it wasnt cool of you to act the way you did!!! adn like you know i don't believe any thing unless i know for sure that its true!!! and i really think we need to talk so call me!!
cut yhea anywayz!!!!!!!!!! congrates you guys!!!!!!!! i know that you guys will be very succssesful!!
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!
~STACE~ |
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| i feel so crappy!!! |
[May. 6th, 2005|02:21 pm] |
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ok today is my b-day and it sucks!!! i really don't know why!! i just don't like it i knew it was going to suck but i don't know i guess that i didn't want to be so negitive!! i don't know whatever maybe things will change!! |
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| wow... this is lame |
[May. 4th, 2005|08:33 pm] |
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this sucks im at the library and its really boring and there's this on lady and shes a mom and shes like really pist about her kid!! cuz he can't type fast and hes only like 12!! ah whatever!! um... i don't know life is ok but i've had this really wired feeling in my stomach like if i was nervouse or exited or something but i feel like crying and it sucks cuz i don't know what it is my mom says that its just cuz of school almost over!! i don't know....... so yhea um... my cousins not coming now and that makes me sad cuz i havn't seen him in 2 years and i really do miss him!! o well .... geez do you ever feel that you don't belong? i've felt really left out latley.....i don't know maybe i'm just lost!!! ok well my times almost up so goodnight to you all!!! |
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| i have nothing to do!!! |
[May. 3rd, 2005|07:18 pm] |
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i have nothing to do!! i'm soo bored and i have nothing to do!! my mom said i couldn't go to the concert and i'm kinda upset about that!!! and i want my cousin to come on fri. but now he might not!! so that sux and i had a crazy dream about rob the other night!! and i don't know its just crazy!! i just want school to be over and be at peace!! um..... i dont know whats going on now a days so much drama from different directions some that don't even include swimming!! ugh!! whatever!! i have soo much home work to do its not even funny!!!! i'm so screwed!! HAHAHAHAH!!! GEEZ why are boys so confusing!! i cant stop thinking about shawn!!! but it not that i like him it just that i just cant stop thinking about him!! and for some odd reason i've been thinking about david too and i don't know i think i just want somebody!! WOW!! i really need a life!! well i have a lot of home work.................................. ok well i better get started!! |
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| i'm soooo tired!! |
[May. 2nd, 2005|04:33 pm] |
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hello every one!! i'm sooo tired!!! um.....yhea i want to go to the good charlotte and simple plan there's so much shit going on and its so unnessesay!! it crazy!!! um... i'm kinda exited for my b-day now cuz my cousin is coming to see me before he goes home!!! um.. he's in the marriens and he was stationed in NC and we have the same birthday so hopefually we'll see each other for our birthday!!! my head hurts sooo bad and i need food!!!! oh well i'll live um.. so my aunt came back from mexico (shes my grandmas sister) and she almost made me cry cuz she was saying all these really sweet things about me...like how shes really proud of me and how my mom was doing a good job and i don't know just really sweet thing!! i love her sooo much shes sooo awsome!!! ok i have to get to work!! |
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| it's not fair!! |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|11:16 am] |
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ok my birthday is next fri!! and all i want from my mommy is to go out and have chinies food and i want a big cookie!! you know those birthday cookies!! and i want to be able to hang out with my family and she won't let me!! it's gona be a sucky day cuz it's going to be like anyother day to them and i don't even care if its my b-day! GEEEZZ!! why dose this always suck for me???? nobody even remembers!! and i'm going to have to do a shit load of homework that weekend plus its mothers day and i havne't got her any thing yet!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| HELLO EVERYBODY!! |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
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hey everyone!! how was your day? mine was OK!! um.... yesterday i got into a fight with my mama but hey whats new? but the wierd thing is that i was in a really good mood today!! WOW!! um.. hopefully i'll be able to go to beckys house today!! cuz i need to catch up on my sk8ting skills!!lol!!! um... i hope i can hang out with nicole this weekend!! um... school sux but hey whats new!! um... lol i'm saying um.. alot!! boys are so confusing!! but i think i can finally say that i'm over SHAWN!!! i never though the day would come!!! lol!! i guess it's about time!! lol!!! um... i still think he's cute i mean who can say he's not!! i'm just so glad that we are friends!! i have to stay focused in school cuz i have to keep my grades up!! but i can proudly say that i am getting a C or better! lol!!! yhea like that good!!! i want to get my pictures done soooooo bad but my mom wont take me to sams club!! o'well...ok i'll write more later!! love you guys!!! |
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| i'm soooo exited!! |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
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hello!!
ok so yesterday i was with beaky and i'm learning how to sk8!! i'm sooo exited!!ok i have to go now!! katie!! i'm so happy that your back and i hope you feel better soon!! and it sux that i cant hang out with you at lunce cuz your in ISS!! ok gota go i love you guys!! |
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| hello everybody!! |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|03:46 pm] |
hi guys!
ok so my break was ok! i mean it suxed cuz i didn't see any of you!! but um... yhea i think i'm kinda intrested in someone right now and it's kinda weird cuz i don't know it just is!! um... i didn't get to see shawn before i left school today and i don't know i kinda was looking forward to seeing him!! i'm such a loser!!! i don't even think i still like the guy! i think i just really like being his friend! and i don't know i just cant look at him without smiling! i mean i don't even get butterflys anymore its just like a warm feeling i get when i get to talk to him! hes just turning into one of my really good friends!! GEEZ i need to find a boyfriend!!! but you know its hard to find one now-a-days!! um... yesterday i got to hang out with nicole! but not for a long time cuz my MOM wanted me home at 6pm!! what is she thinking?!!! what am i 12!! anyways!! i got to see her for a little while and i also got to see kristen!! she's so sweet!! shes cool.... i've only been able to see her twice but i can tell that shes cool!! um... i also got to see DAVID!! OMG he's so HOT!!! oops i got to go i'll write more soon!! |
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| i'm back!! |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|03:52 pm] |
hello everyone!!
i'm back!! and i've decsided not to be sad anymore!!! i'm not going to think about all the bad stuff because then i fell like shit !!! i'm not going to think about the past anymore because whats done is done and i can't do anything about it now!! i can only decside about my future!! one day at a time!! so sorry guys if i havn't been there for you!! i really am!! i was just going threw some stuff of my own!!
*sigh* ok well i have some good news!!!! i got my driving thingy!! you know the thing that says it leagal for someone that is 16 to drive!! lol ok i have a class to go tooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS AND YOU KNOW I'M HERE!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!! STACEY'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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